It is probably worth a quick diversion to say that some subjects, like John and Kim are active and 'in play'. Others have been active subjects at some point in time but are contacted infrequently, usually when I need something. These types of subjects have usually been selected because they can provide me with a particular resource. The Banker and The Builder are two good examples. Others may have been selected simply to satisfy my need for amusement. We've all enjoyed pulling the legs off of spiders, haven't we? One thing is common to all: once a subject, forever a subject. I learned a lot from watching The Godfather ;-)
So anyway, Emily and I have been in contact, mostly by text. I continued to play it cool, all the time hinting that my tastes are unusual and she best keep her distance. The very young, of course, hate being told that they are too timid and usually over-compensate. I will not bore you with a blow-by-blow (no pun intended) description of the exchanges but it ended with some photographs of Emily, that she sent on her mobile telephone, to demonstrate her maturity. Most women look sexier when partially clothed. Total nakedness does not suit most women but Emily is an exception.
Once, I mentioned the name of the club, the deal was sealed. She asked if she could bring some friends and I agreed she could, as long as they are female.
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I haven't mentioned it before but I have accumulated quite a collection of photographs and videos of Kim on my mobile telephone. She was quite shy at first but has become quite the exhibitionist. She now seems to be fascinated by watching herself performing and takes it for granted that the camera is often rolling while we play. Of course, I only show her the videos in which it is difficult to identify her.
In addition to taking high quality pictures and videos, my telephone has something that I wish I had always had. It allows me, at the touch of a button, to record my telephone conversations. I have recorded almost every word that Kim and I have spoken on the telephone and this week was particularly rewarding.
Our encounter at Friday's party was very brief, so she had not been properly used for a while. She was, therefore, only too eager to articulate her needs when I prompted her. It was useful to record it but what followed later on was much, much more useful. Here is a snippet.
"Why don't you say what you feel," I said.
"You know how I feel," said Kim
"Yes but I want to hear you say it."
"You want to hear me say I love you?" said Kim.
"Well don't you?"
"Yes I do. I love you," said Kim.
"And I love you and need you," I said.
"And I need you too," said Kim, "I feel like I have woken from a very deep sleep."
"I wonder, did you ever really love John?" I asked.
"I was very fond of him," said Kim.
"And are you still fond of him," I asked.
"I am surprised how easily he has given in to you."
"You've lost a bit of respect for him as a man?" I asked.
"A bit yes," said Kim after a long pause.
"Do you love him?" I asked.
"He's been a good friend and a good father to the children," said Kim.
"You mean, to your children?" I said.
"Yes my children," she said with a sigh.
There's more, captured on my telephone, but I think you get the gist.
As a tacit reward, I met Kim for lunch yesterday and did the high-class-whore-in-an-hotel game that she enjoyed so much the first time we did it. I also threw in a little play-rape scenario, with bondage. I was surprised how much she got off on this and it will come in very handy.
Rape Play = Epic
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